Alyssa Trybus

Fri, 04 Dec 2009 08:36:11 GMT

htm 112[foods] worst class, BEST PEOPLE!

Mon, 16 Nov 2009 21:25:06 GMT

i didnt get disney.

Thu, 05 Nov 2009 05:45:24 GMT

tonights adventure!

so my friend (Marco) is a stats major, whenever me and Mollie need help he helps us out, basically he is awesome.. he wanted us to come over at like 9.30 tonight, so i ventured over to mollies arround 7ish. the bus routs change at 6 [HEYYY ANNOYINNGG!] so instead of just jumping on the 48 i had to ride the off campus 50 which is obnoxious because there is a downtown 50 too and you cant tell them apart.. anyway. its like a 20 min bus ride. i get to mollies and we chat-a-lat for a while, then head over to Marco's apartment, and Cute boy [from my last post] is there.. swooon.. anyway, he lives there :] how convenient. haha i knew he was going to be there but i still was super happy to see him. ANYWAYYY back to the story. so we do stats, then south park comes on and boys will be boys, so me and mollie leave, go back to her place finish stats real quick then i check the bus schedule [because its now changed again from every 6 minutes to ever 14ish. and there was a bus at 10.16! and it was 10.12! PERFECT! so i peace out right away, walk to the bus stop and right as i hit the back end of the bus, it decides to just leave without me.. oh okay. cool. :( so i was freezing sitting there for another 14 minutes, while cute boy was offering to come get me and bring me home [but he was watching south park, and really 14 minutes is not long to wait, so i wouldnt let him] The bus comes and i jump on.. i got back to campus and off the bus, the bus pulls away, i start walking back to my room and i realize that i dont have my keys. cool. turned around and started walking back to the bus stop to wait for the next bus so i could go all around Gods country and back to copper, because i was convinced they were in mollies room. i was still texting mr. cute face i told him i forgot my keys and he said he would be there in a second to get me.. aweee :] i didnt even ask he just came and got me and brought me back to mollies, which my keys werent there.. then to his apartment, and they werent there eaither :( at this point i was FREAKING out. my school id, key card to my room, license, debit card and mail box key was all in the vera. good thing i keep all my stuff in one spot right? :( ughhh. so cute boy drove me back to campus and waited in front of my building with me until someone came and used the door [which btw, takes so long when you need someone too] then i got back to my room, praying that my roommates were awake/home [i dont have their numbers so i couldnt call/text to find out before i got there] and THANK GOD they were. i was so happy when someone opened the door when i knocked.. then i walk into my room and guess what!? THERE ARE MY KEYS! RIGHT ON MY DESK! wtf.

how do these things happen?

ugh. quite the night. im watching dirty dancing and going to bed. i have a cute lunch date tomorrow! :D oh! anddddd STUDIO DAY! in my dance class. whoot!

oh hey gvsu 09/10

Wed, 02 Sep 2009 06:31:28 GMT

i am posting pictures of my

myyy roooooooom!

desk/dresser

cute rug! haha :] the room is pretty small i guess. but its not that bad.

bed, pink cheetah sheets! pictures of my lovers! :]

the cute flower Christina Lindsey and Lauren brought me! :]

kitchen/barr

living room, but it doesnt look like this anymore, we got a real tv stand and moved everything arround... its still pretty plain though..

my bathroom.
WHAT A CUTE SHOWER CURTAIN! haha this was my attempt to not make everything pink.. fail?

because i cant sleep.

that is basicly it.
haha how nice right? notts

Sat, 27 Jun 2009 21:54:08 GMT

I hate worrying about my friends.

I hate knowing that i was part of the situation i am worrying about even more :/

kiss me like you mean it.

Sun, 02 Nov 2008 04:39:51 GMT

im going to try and explain the me and Noah sich, let me know if im just being crazy..
he is obsessed with telling me not to hookup with other boys, and he brings up boys ive hooked up with in the past all the time, when i tell him that they mean nothing he doesn't believe me.. hes so insecure about this whole thing.. i just think he needs to figure out what hes feeling, and why he thinks im always going behind his back before anything can go any further.. i honestly think it makes perfect sense...

today i woke up in Lansing, i ended up coming with morg to Rodchester, brittany came too! we sat around and then went to somerset.. i got some sweet pink zebra long underwear and some cute necklaces. Maria made us a super good dinner. i love hearing morg&pagies fights over the dumbest stuff.. and i love that paige sat in the middle front while i sat in the back of morgans car with rockband. OH AND I drove! for the first time since the accident i was in a car and not crying. it was so good. i think i need to just drive whenever im in a car, and ill be fine!

i am in my old room now. well i guess its not really an old room.. just my room at my real home. im pretty sure leah is in here like everyday.. haha coooool.

im eating yogos, even though they are SICK, watching tv [hopefully ill find a movie thats on..] and making post secrets to send in! haha what a good Saturday night! i love my life.

oh and ps. i think this weekend was a tease, it was me morg toni and britt together, we had so much fun, now i miss morg and toni more than ever.. and i keep thinking about how i havent seen megan in forever! :[ not cool

Thu, 24 Jan 2008 04:03:47 GMT

http://fsas-lover.livejournal.com/5058.html

special attention to
"this is the time of year i will mess up all of the good things i have going for me.
i will screw up every relationship i am in.
and i wont notice until at least January.
i go numb.
and i don't know how to come back."

i love that i know myself.
i knew this was coming.

i know the effect.
i just wish i knew the cause.

i wish i was in tawas.
i need to give Brittany a huge hug.

baby youre the best part of my day ;*

Fri, 21 Dec 2007 03:55:38 GMT

im starting to fall.
im trying not to.
i dont want to get hurt.
melody wants me to
eric wants me to
megan says why not try.
i like to listen to my friends.
but i think hes totaly oblivious.
i dont want to seem desperate.
trying to drop hints is harder than i though.
i should just get eric to talk to him
that would be good.
but then im back in the seventh grade.
gah :[
SSSSHHHHHAAAAAADDYYYYYY
;*

Fri, 30 Nov 2007 22:57:53 GMT

I GOT MY COMPUTER BACK!
i feel like i got my life back.

thats pathetic

cmu

Wed, 17 Oct 2007 22:07:46 GMT

i got in to cmu.

decisions are the worst for me.
i can never pick.

my head is always spinning thinking of what i want to do, where i want to go.
i cant think about anything else.
and i feel like every conversation i have has been about college.

redunkulous.

hmm

Sun, 12 Aug 2007 07:46:38 GMT

to sum up my life for the last week or so.
hairspray.
iss/ttws.
Megan+Marianne

and i look like i dont have a shirt on.

couldnt be any more happy.

fishy

Fri, 03 Aug 2007 21:47:42 GMT

ive been fish sitting. but i killed it :[

i told chelsea, shes not sad. but kimmie really wants the fish, so i getting them a new one.

no idea why this is so blue, my bathroom has nothing blue in it. whatever.

he was in my sink because i was cleaning his water in his bowl.

i miss him :[

:[

Thu, 19 Jul 2007 02:12:24 GMT

my dad just called.
hes not coming home until Saturday.
i almost cried when he told me.

i really miss him.

i really miss Megan too.
i wish i could do more to make this situation better for her.
but i don't know what to do.

i wish i could just get it right.

Tue, 17 Jul 2007 03:53:30 GMT

i don't think i will ever be able to live by myself.
i always thought i was so independet.
today proved me so wrong.

my dad has been in California since Tuesday. he was only sopost to be gone for a week, but since the people he has to teach how to use the dye he installed are major idiots, and couldn't learn it in one week, he has to stay a week and a half [as of right now. it can be extended] i don't understand how it could be that hard. he has showed me things at his work, showed me how they work, and with in an hour i'm pretty sure i would be able to use it all alone. if this is their job, why cant they learn what they need to? I'm just upset. i miss my dad. i haven't seen him in 8 days now.

my computer is being mega stupid. so I'm guessing this wont actually post today. just because my computer cant handle life, and my dads not here to fix it.

and my car is still just sitting there with the little "service engine soon" light on. again, because my dad is not here to fix it.

i was going to go out and buy things to start working on Morgans birthday present, but when i grabbed my dads credit card, it snapped in half. i called to tell him this and he just laughed. but then i looked at it, and theres glue on it, that means my sister broke it before me, and tried to cover it up. whatever. now i have to live on the one dollar i have in my wallet. at least until my dad comes back, which is about 3 days... i can make it i guess.

i cant even make myself food. i went to make popcorn, and i guess it was a "minni bag" [which i don't see the point of by the way] and i put it in for as long as a regular bag, the microwave had smoke pouring out of it before i even opened it. i burnt this popcorn so bad that it had all melted together to form a large black mass. i guess it was pretty impressive. but it made my bad day even worse.

i haven't left my house all day.
besides cheerleading at 8am.
i got all ready. i was planing on leaving.
Andy said we should hangout today, but then i texted him and he was already busy. thats what taking naps after cheerleading gets ya i guess. oh well, we are sopost to hangout tomorrow.

i messaged melody on aim, but because my computer is retarded, it didn't show me that it sent, so i sent it again, then i realized that my computer is just being dumb. and as i realized that, melody signed off. i was just going to ask her if she wanted to hangout because he away like 10 minutes earlier was "does anyone wanna hangout?" and i thought maybe since i was bored, and it seemed like she was also, we could hangout. guess not. i don't understand.

tomorrow will be a better day.
it better be.
today brought my happyness down.
i think i might have hit my lowest point all summer.
i've never felt this alone, and helpless.

life right now.

Sun, 01 Jul 2007 02:24:22 GMT

so I told Megan how i cant handle live journal [ive tried to make one before, but i didn't know what to do after i made the account so i didn't get very far.] so she made this for me, and i decided that i need to figure out how to use it. so here it goes :]

for the most part, my life is amazing.
i love my friends.
i love my family.
i love the weather.
and i love my music.

lets start with my friends. I really only talk to two people on a regular basis all of the sudden. Morgan and Megan. I don't know why but everyone else has suddenly drifted away. i really like the way things are right now, but i miss Melody, Jenna, Chelsea, Merissa, Brittany and Toni tons. i love hanging out with Megan so much though. she told me last night that she likes hanging out with me because we actually go threw with our plans, its so true :]

my family is great right now. the end. :]
except my sister stealing my car just about every day now :/

it stormed the other day and it was amazing. i opened my blinds and laid in my bed all morning/afternoon just watching the lightning and rain. i think summer storms are the greatest :]

Its really random that i started going to shows all of the sudden. i don't exactly fit in with over half of the kids at them, and i get dirty looks like you would not believe. but i have meet so many great people, its so worth it. no joke i think i have meet some of the funnest people in the world, and everyone is so laid back, and just excited to have a good time& hear some good music... well okay some of the bands just need to stop, but hey its cool, because we just whip out some acoustic guitars and have our own little show in the parking lot. its an amazing time, and i say you come with Megan and I next time we go to one.

hi

Thu, 28 Jun 2007 06:43:30 GMT

first entry :]