[23 Dec 2009|07:06pm] melodyboone so i am going on my FIRST spring break, and my FIRST vacation EVER this spring break!!! my first airplane, my first state out of michigan, my first ocean, my first white sand beach, my first palm tree, my first real sun.. AHHHH!!! I am going to Florida - Feb 26 -March 5 with Christina, Stephanie & Lindsay <3 The flight is only 220.00 for a round trip.. we are staying in lindsays condo for free.. how much better can that get!! i almost cant believe it!!! post comment

[23 Dec 2009|10:38am] tayy_lo regret is no where near what i'm feeling. i've been trying to distract myself in every way possible. he wants his time and space, and the way he says the things that he does he makes me feel that once thats over, everything will be ok. between us. but another part of me feels like he's just trying the best he can to completely end it all, and i dont know how to handle it. i went to his house the other night, and left crying. i couldn't even drive, and eventually he got in my car to talk a little more. he gave me a hug which i really needed, a kiss on the forehead, and walked back inside. thats when it really hit me. normally when i cry hard, its just a rush of tears but nothing more..this time it was a rush of tears and loud, loud crying. i've never been like that before and i just couldn't handle it. i deleted his number out of my phone so that i might be less wanting to call or text, i just need to leave him alone and trust that it'll be better in the long run. i have practice today and then i think i'm going take his tote of christmas presents over to him. i told him that i was sometime this week, and i left it up to him wether he wanted to open them with me or not. he said that he would open them with me, which was a surprise but definetly what i wanted him to say. it might be awkward, but i'm hoping it'll help....     i guess thats all i have for now. post comment

Rising: Chapter 1 - Ruby [19 Dec 2009|12:49pm] angstgoddess003 ( You are about to view content that may only be appropriate for adults. ) 110 comments|post comment

[16 Dec 2009|02:47am] melodyboone College is about finding out who you are and where you are going. I have realized so much about my life and myself as a person. I figured out all I really need in life is love and happiness with great people to accompany me along the way. :) Everyday, i surround my self with such good hearted people. I have 1 more exam. I did a really good job this semester, i am proud of myself :) Math hurt me but after I receive my final grades, I will know, i am so nervous! I am going home Thursday at like 3.. I feel like this break is not going to be relaxing at all because I am going to be working everyday hopefully, spending as much time with family as possible, seeing friends, and spending quality time with my older sister who I havent seen in like 4 years. Christmas is going to be wonderful <3 I do not have to buy for any one, which is quite WEIRD!! but i am really broke so yeahhhhhh. i need to work moreeeee! post comment

[11 Dec 2009|08:08pm] jennasumpter christmas break for a month! post comment

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